Lately, during a communication with a famous magazine,
Vikram spoke about his affairs, failed marriage and also about contemplating
suicide. He specified, "That was not because of Sushmita. That was because
of what I’d done to my life. I had gotten divorced, my film Ghulam was yet to
be released, I was only Sushmita Sen’s boyfriend, I was depressed, I missed my
daughter like crazy...I had just made a mess of my life.”
He further added, “I don’t think anyone relationship in my
life has wrecked me. I think I am a collection of wrecks."
Speaking about regrets of cheating on his wife, the
filmmaker told, "I regret hurting my wife and my child and abandoning
them. I regret the pain I caused them. I always believe that when you’re not
courageous, you become cunning. I did not have the courage to tell Aditi how I
felt. And it was all happening together, it was a big mess."
He further added, "I regret being weak at that time.
Had I not been weak, things would have been different today. But when I look
back in hindsight, it’s all about growing up, and everything teaches you
something at least."
When Vikram was questioned if he intended to wed either
Sushmita or Ameesha, he told, "No, I didn’t want to marry either of them.
And it’s not like there’s any bitterness. There’s too much water under the
bridge now."
