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| Nikki Bella, John Cena |
Hollywood Celeb Nikki Bella reveals she is "all sort of
messed up" ahead of her marriage to actor and wrestling star John Cena.
On "Total Bellas", Bella found herself pulled in several
directions in regards to her marriage plans, reports in an entertainment portal.
"I'm all sorts of messed up," Nikki told in a
therapy session just weeks before her scheduled wedding.
"It's like a hot mess over here," further added
Nikki, who is anxious about losing her identity by marrying Cena.
"I want him to live the life he wants and I think
that's why I've always sacrificed for him. I love taking care of people, but I
think I'm so over-pleasing. I think it makes me feel like I'm going to be
forever a wife, someone's wife. Like, I'm not going to be Nicole or
Nikki," revealed Bella, who is herself a wrestling star.
Finally, she said her concerns were likely a result of
pre-wedding jitters, but she still wanted to do some
"soul-searching."
